Thursday, March 18, 2010

Anxiety, spring fever, too much energy??

I feel like I want to scream for no reason today...  I don't know if I am anxious about something, or if I am frustrated...  Maybe its just the weather?  I have absolutely no will to get anything accomplished, and I really do not want to be sitting at my desk today.  I can't sit still.  I feel like I always did in college when it was getting close to the end of a semester...  "If I can just make it through 2 more weeks, then 5 more days, then one more exam, I'll be able to get out of here."  The strange thing is, I have no occasion coming up when I will have a break-away like that.  I am, as far as I can see, on one infinite track till...  when?  I have NO idea.  And I can't for the life of me figure out why I am feeling so on edge today particularly.  I hate these days now.  When I am an "adult" and I can't just skip class for the day to go on a random adventure.  If I don't show up at work, people wonder where I am, things don't get done.  Maybe its growing up that's the problem...

On another note, though, I think I know just antidote to treat this kind of energy...  And after 5pm today, it is oficially spring break.  ; )

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